Thursday 22 July 2010

Oh, the DISQUIETUDE, the FERMENT, the ANGST, the INQUIETUDE!

ANGSTY??!! Feels like the world is revolving around me and its making me dizzy...asking it to stop but it doesn't and the consequence is you putting your hands over your face yelling stop stop, feeling something scratch away at your stomach lining (and its not butterflies), to the point where you end up throwing up your guts.

DISQUIETUDE??? FERMENT??? INQUIETUDE??? Telling someone whom you revere and fear something kinda bad...a mistake you made..etc.. and you know they are pissed and disappointed out of their minds...Waiting upon their response by nail and toe...waiting for a reaction...the silence in between that seems to be too quiet even for a pin drop...and its worse if there is some geographical distance...fucking skype (ugh)...

What do to do? Say sommmething!!


..while i wait, might as well just shoot!